I was talking to a lot of people. Hebi, Couch-san, Arakita. All of those problems along with my own things. I made a friend or two and was hanging out with them.
[ Not that any of these things use to stop him before. ]
You can text me when you're feeling lonely too. I know you don't like to, but I'm here for you.
[Was that a spark of jealous in Makishima's heart? Why yes it was though he knew he shouldn't have felt it, but he'd been under those sakura trees with Kinjou and he'd felt their effects. He'd shared in those effects with Kinjou and Mukuro so he knew just what being under them could do to a person. He wanted to believe Toudou wouldn't have sex with Kinjou, not knowing what he did about Makishima's feelings, but that spark of jealousy wasn't exactly rational. Kinjou wasn't even his to be jealous over. ]
What else would I mean? I told him off for being a coward and a quitter. I don't think he wanted to have the conversation, but I didn't care, hahahaha.
I also told him I don't approve of him, but also that he shouldn't be fighting for my approval in the first place.
[ He was foolish to think Toudou would have had sex with Kinjou. He didn't really hold Kinjou in high regard and Maki should have trusted Toudou more. ]
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I hope you're cooking actual meals for yourself.
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but no you have me back in full force!
I know I know. you missed this. It's okay. It's back all for you.
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I don't want it.
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"I missed his texts and attention."
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What were you doing? You're never "too busy".
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I was talking to a lot of people. Hebi, Couch-san, Arakita. All of those problems along with my own things. I made a friend or two and was hanging out with them.
[ Not that any of these things use to stop him before. ]
You can text me when you're feeling lonely too. I know you don't like to, but I'm here for you.
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Ah, that's good.
You know I'm no good at that.
[ He was horrible at small talk and he was pretty sure Toudou was mad or irritated at him for his decision anyway. ]
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Do you want to do something together to make up for the lost time?
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I'd like that.
If we cook I promise to check the ingredients better this time.
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We could do something else if you wanted. We could go out and do something fun.
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I'll try it.
What do you want to do? You know what most "fun" things are here.
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I can look around and see where we can go.
I'll do that tomorrow.
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A distraction would be nice.
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I spoke to him not too long ago. He said he was going to shape up, but I guess he hasn't yet.
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Don't worry, I didn't hold back on him.
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[Was that a spark of jealous in Makishima's heart? Why yes it was though he knew he shouldn't have felt it, but he'd been under those sakura trees with Kinjou and he'd felt their effects. He'd shared in those effects with Kinjou
and Mukuroso he knew just what being under them could do to a person. He wanted to believe Toudou wouldn't have sex with Kinjou, not knowing what he did about Makishima's feelings, but that spark of jealousy wasn't exactly rational. Kinjou wasn't even his to be jealous over. ]no subject
I also told him I don't approve of him, but also that he shouldn't be fighting for my approval in the first place.
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[ He was foolish to think Toudou would have had sex with Kinjou. He didn't really hold Kinjou in high regard and Maki should have trusted Toudou more. ]
You really didn't have to do all that.
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"Did Toudou have sex with the guy he knows I like?"
Was that it?
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[ Yes. ]
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end for now
good lord
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