[ It takes Makishima a long time to answer that wall of text. It hurts for a few different reason. Least of all that Maki feels as if he's lost someone else. That feeling is overridden by the feeling that he's the one being selfish again. He wasn't really respecting Toudou's feelings was he? ]
okay.
I'm sorry.
[ He felt like he was doing a lot of apologizing lately, but he couldn't help it. ]
[ It hurt for Toudou too. Makishima was easily the person he cared about most in this place, and it was a fact that wouldn't change. The fact they've met this point so early weighed on him. They shared one intimate moment and Makishima didn't want it to be the last, but he couldn't. He did lose Makishima and Arakita intimately.
It hurt, but Toudou was more than done with giving it 'space'. ]
Don' apologize for something you don't regret.
Anyway, I'll call you in the morning like always. Good night.
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okay.
I'm sorry.
[ He felt like he was doing a lot of apologizing lately, but he couldn't help it. ]
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It hurt, but Toudou was more than done with giving it 'space'. ]
Don' apologize for something you don't regret.
Anyway, I'll call you in the morning like always. Good night.
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[ If Toudou didn't then Makishima would. Maybe they couldn't be intimate anymore, but losing him as a friend would hurt so much worse. ]